Tired

My eyes droop

I shut them,

Then open, 

Then shut them again.

You asked me a question?

Let's see if I can remember...

Baby on my chest

Sleeping so soundly

My head drops

I wake

My neck hurts

Baby, let's put you to bed

I sleep

Broken

Broken hearts all around me

And I

Only tired

And my heart 

So full

So loved

So confused-

With the mess of knowledge available to me

One baby in heaven

Four in my home

How is this fair?

Lord, are we capable?

"Love,

I am with you

Trust,

Rest,

Cling,

Cry,

You are Mine."